Let me tell you about Me

Hi, everyone my name is Zenani Ntomboxolo Jelly Sizane, I am born in South Africa in a city named Bloemfontein. I went to an all girls school since grade 2 and lived in the hostel for 11years of my life. I am now 22 years old and currently trying to complete my Media and Journalism degree at the University of the Free State and I believe in God, My favourite color is red, I want to become a fashion editor or own  a magazine. I am passionate about fashion, family and love. Thank you.

That's the only thing that comes to mind when I am asked to describe myself, do you know why ? I will tell you why, I am afraid to lie to people and misrepresent myself and later told that I lied about who and how I am. I want people to get to know me when they want to know and make their own reservations about what they think about me because to tell the truth I am not the same with all the people I meet in my life. Some people think  I am rude, obnoxious and arrogant whereas others may think I am the sweetest, most loving person, and generous person they know.

Truthfully I can be the meanest and rudest person but always the nicest and friendliest person too. The one thing I know about myself is that my behavior is usually based on the people I meet vibe and energy, if I do not like a person's energy I will probably not try to be too nice or even try to make friends with that person. I do not think that, that quality is bad because sometimes it protects me from wasted time, negative people etc.

However, at the age of 22, I know that I do not know myself enough to write a story about myself but I know I am getting to know myself as I grow day by day. My experiences and what I learn each day help me understand the kind of person I want to be and become. I believe that in order to know yourself and know what you stand for you need let yourself feel, experience and learn, how else will you know what you like or what you stand for. Yes, those things that I wrote in my introduction, those are pure facts about me, they will never change but to me they are not important enough to get through life.

Even though I am not exactly sure about everything in my life, I know that I want to be known as the girl that is or was passionate about the wellbeing of humankind. That I cared for the people around me, even when I was being nasty and mean to a certain person, that it happens and I am not perfect and I make my mistakes just like anyone out there. I want people to the good and bad about me, so they keep me as an important person in their that will never be surprised when I am being the opposite of what they know.

That is my peace and my prayer and if you do not like that is alright with me ;)

Love

NT08